I teared because it’s been really hard for me. Life is, with everyone telling me that someone like me deserves better. It isn’t the first time but the fact that it happened again made me think if I’m stubborn and insisting that I made the right choice. And it’s not like I don’t know what they meant by ‘better’. I know.
I couldn’t trust myself and never expected that I’d be able to stand in front of you on Friday. I was there because that was one of the ways of telling myself that I did a good job for having so much faith in our friendship, after all that has happened. I was proud of myself. I’m convinced that I still love you best.
I admit I wavered for a moment or two, but I’m glad I didn’t fall.
I was there also because I missed you…