Little did I know that a very small part of me is still holding on tightly to whatever bond that we used to share.
I didn’t come this far to say that I’ve given up but along the way, I realized that things were so much better back then.
And everyone else seems to know what’s different.
My heart’s heavy and reluctant to move on, but my mind’s already in the process of re-adjusting and re-adapting to the current situation.
BIG SIGH again.
I swear I’m gonna age faster this way.
But really, am I that dispensable to you?
I still love you though, everyone knows this too.
And they’ll know I’m lying if I were to say I no longer do.
BIG SIGH for one last time.
Now I know where I stand.