I Want to Do So Much More for Others

I’ve been hearing this a lot lately, some are unexpected,

“I have something to tell you…No else knows about this…I don’t know why I’m telling you this but something’s telling me I should tell you…I just want/have to tell you.”

A small part of me can’t help but wonder what that ‘something’ is.

In any case, I just hope that reality won’t be too hard on them.

This reminds me so much of Jen, I want to be (physically) around for her too, just like how I’m always around for many others (with or without their knowledge). I want to hear her out. I want to comfort her. I want to encourage her, support her, give her strength. Cheer her on.

But sadly, I can’t, not really.

The following’s an extract from her blog. My eyes welled up with tears when I read this particular portion:

“In Polytechnic, I am sure I would have died if it were not for Verisa. Reminding me about important dates, about homework and even about exam schedules. The times when I forget, she is there to help pick up the slack. My ultimate support group and the cover to my faulty memory.”

Almost a year now, Jen.

And thank God my one and only Pal’s okay. If I had known, I’d have hug her tight till she can’t breathe for a second or two (or three) when she exclaimed “HI” just now.

That also, almost a year. I don’t exactly know what has changed – be it for the better or for worst.

Busy days ahead, have to keep up with the fast-moving pace. Got to survive this round, MUST.

Sent from my EnorTouch.


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