Life’s been good… it should be that way, shouldn’t it?
If life doesn’t give you any reason to smile or cry, then consider it wasted.
It’s really easy to say that life’s good when in truth, it isn’t exactly that way.
I’ve got an exceptionally hectic schedule, I’m sure I’m not the only one but I’m just gonna make it sound like I’m the only one, all for the purposes of this blog post.
I’ve been physically worn out by the projects and assignments. They’re endless.
Everyone’s been exceptionally nice toward me lately, and sometimes, I can’t help but start to wonder why. They try to know me, understand me better. I appreciate that, I really do. But that sent a small part of me wishing that my best friend would start paying a little attention to me. I hate feeling like I’m being neglected, in fact, I shouldn’t even be feeling that way. It’s not right, is it?
Oh well… that aside.
Did I mention that I’ve been leading a very hectic life? Yes I think I did, somewhat. I’m just afraid that I’d end up neglecting people, be it for the right reason or otherwise. I don’t like giving myself the excuse that it’s okay to neglect my loved ones, no matter how busy I am and can get.
I don’t want history to repeat itself. I don’t want anyone to give up on me and leave me just because it appears to them that I’m neglecting them in the course of my hectic lifestyle, or that they feel neglected in a way or another.
Do you know how stupid it is to lose someone so dear to such allegation?
I do, and in fact, too well.
I’m not gonna let it happen again.
